Nytt kapitel: Drama Island
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-29 @ 16:47:52
Chapter six: Kiss me
Now, I have to fast forward a bit. You know, there's this big beach house, right before the forest, which Mrs. Smith hired for them. And twelve teens in the same house… I just quote Starsailor: Late at night I feel no shame…
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Now, I have to fast forward a bit. You know, there's this big beach house, right before the forest, which Mrs. Smith hired for them. And twelve teens in the same house… I just quote Starsailor: Late at night I feel no shame…
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Ny fanfic: View from heaven
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-27 @ 20:58:31
Not really a fanfic. Just some own experience I wanted to share. Very strong themes.
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Nytt kapitel: Forbidden Desire
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-26 @ 20:13:22
Chapter 3
"Just so you know, the girl in there-" he pointed at the window. "–she's with me."
Perfect. I was thirsty and had found my cântareata, but couldn't savor her. My nostrils flared.
"I'll stay with her all night, if that's what it takes."
"I'm thirsty, I–"
"She's with me," he stated. "And don't even try, because like I said, I will stay all night, if that's what it takes."
I growled in frustration and lunged for him. I was too thirsty to care.
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Nytt kapitel: Drama Island
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-23 @ 19:32:45
Chapter four: Flight
"Forks high, can I get your attention please? This is James Wood speaking, I'm your captain…"
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"Forks high, can I get your attention please? This is James Wood speaking, I'm your captain…"
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Nytt kapitel: Drama Island
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-19 @ 19:28:46
Chapter three: In the priniple's mind.
Let's make a quick trip into the principle's brain. How did he choose our twelve teenagers?
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Let's make a quick trip into the principle's brain. How did he choose our twelve teenagers?
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For the future
Postat i: Citat 2010-05-18 @ 18:34:31
Vissa kvinnor väljer att följa sina män, andra sina drömmar.
Om du funderar på vilken väg du ska välja,
kom ihåg att din karriär aldrig kommer att vakna upp en dag
och säga att den inte älskar dig längre.
- Lady Gaga
Ny fanfic: Drama Island
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-16 @ 17:49:27
Summary: How much drama, gasps and confusion can 12 teenagers on an island create? Well, let’s find out. OOC, AH, should maybe be rated M for language and mentions of dark themes.
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Followill
Postat i: Musik 2010-05-15 @ 16:43:15
It’s time you see my point of view
Postat i: Musik 2010-05-14 @ 16:04:45
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Postat i: Citat 2010-05-13 @ 21:05:14
En gång trodde jag att jag skrev för att läka såren, kränkningarna som gjort mig till den jag är. Men jag har insett att det är tvärtom. Jag skriver för att hålla såren öppna och levande.
- Peter Birro
- Peter Birro
Ny fanfic: Half of my heart
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-12 @ 23:42:10
Fortsättningen på en av mina oneshots, Damn girl.
Summary: Forget about what I said – here's the sequel to Damn girl. So what did Edward say to Bella? There're two answers, and two endings. Slightly OOC, AH, M for dark themes and language.
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Rekommenderar att du läser Damn girl först!
Summary (Damn girl): Why don't you just leave me, Bella?" I shouted at her. "Because I love you!" she yelled back. She gasped when I threw the glass on the floor. "Liar!" She flinched. AH, kind of OOC, ONE-SHOT, EPOV
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Summary: Forget about what I said – here's the sequel to Damn girl. So what did Edward say to Bella? There're two answers, and two endings. Slightly OOC, AH, M for dark themes and language.
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Rekommenderar att du läser Damn girl först!
Summary (Damn girl): Why don't you just leave me, Bella?" I shouted at her. "Because I love you!" she yelled back. She gasped when I threw the glass on the floor. "Liar!" She flinched. AH, kind of OOC, ONE-SHOT, EPOV
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För att kolla in mina andra fanfics, gå till min ff-profil!
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Woops
Postat i: Dikter 2010-05-12 @ 17:16:09
Maybe we rushed into it too fast
This time it didn't last
Just because I'm nice
I'll give you a last advice
Next time you have s*x
Please don't call the name of your ex
- Helle, 100512
This time it didn't last
Just because I'm nice
I'll give you a last advice
Next time you have s*x
Please don't call the name of your ex
- Helle, 100512
Spotlight: Emie
Postat i: Musik 2010-05-11 @ 17:03:35
Nu ska jag - Helle - skryta med min begåvade kusin Emie! Precis, Emie, den andra på bloggen :]
That's right - that's my cousins!
That's right - that's my cousins!
Forbidden Desire - nytt kapitel
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-10 @ 21:05:18
En fanfic jag skriver tillsammans med Ida aka Jay, min kära vän och kollega på TTS!
Summary: What do you get when you take the Twilight-world, add some imagination mixed with Vampire Dairies and True Blood? Too many vampires. LEMONS AHEAD.
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Summary: What do you get when you take the Twilight-world, add some imagination mixed with Vampire Dairies and True Blood? Too many vampires. LEMONS AHEAD.
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Livet - Huset
Postat i: Dikter 2010-05-10 @ 17:28:09
Livet är ett hus
Huset är uppbyggt av upplevelser
Ibland rasar huset
Kanske man ligger där en stund, i ruinerna
Snart måste man mosa resterna
Slänga det som inte behövs och platta till det man behåller
Sen bygger man ett nytt hus
Det kan ta lång tid om man gör det själv
Oftast så hjälper andra människor till
Både de som går förbi och de som är inne
De som går förbi huset ser utsidan
Vissa människor kan man släppa in i huset
Endel kanske bara står i dörröppningen och pratar
Andra kommer in och kanske säger något som gör att du ändrar inredningen
Allt som sägs stannar innanför väggarna
Ibland kan det komma människor som gör stor skillnad på huset
Det kan vara både dåligt och bra, både inne och ute
Därför ska man vara försiktig med att öppna dörren och släppa in folk
För ibland rasar huset bara på insidan och det syns inte utifrån
Då kan bara dom du släpper in hjälpa dej
Ibland kan det vara svårt att släppa in folk just då
Eftersom det ser förskräckligt ut inne, det har rasat
Vissa har tegelhus
Då måste man knacka på och hoppas att nån släpper in dej
Men dom kan vara vilka som helst
Ingen ser dom bakom tegelväggen
Andra har glashus
Inne brukar det vara fint, det ser man
De brukar vara bra människor
Vissa har trähus med fönster
De flesta har det faktiskt så
Jag har sett många fina hus
Vill ni veta om mitt hus?
Den har en stark grund av gamla ruiner
Jag släpper in de flesta människor, men sparkar ut dom som är dåliga
Jag har ett trähus med stora fönster
Det är målat i gult
Gult står för glädje
Väggarna inne är röda
Det står för kärlek
Jag har många tavlor i mitt hus
Tavlorna föreställer folk som jag tycket om
Sen har jag mitt privata rum på vinden
Där släpper jag bara in de närmaste
Det finns faktiskt inte mycket att se
Mina fönster är så stora, så man ser det mesta.
When you were young (forts)
Postat i: Fanfiction 2010-05-10 @ 15:43:09
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"Bella baby?" my mom called me. I ran out on my stumbling feet. "This is Edward and he will take care of you while mommy's shopping."
"Hi Edward! You're hair is funny! Come, I wanna show you my paintings!"
That was the first time I saw him. I was three and he was fifteen and had just started high school. He was my neighbour and his mom and my mom were good friends. Soon I was asking him to come over constantly. He was expert on studying the same time he played with me. He was my hero and like the big brother I never had.
I never understood why he wanted to be with me, but he was always there. Even when I got to know Angela, he hung out with us.
Time went by and he graduated.
"Eddie…are you moving away from me?" I pouted.
He took my face in his big hands and half-smiled at me. "I'm sorry, Belly. I will write letters and send you presents."
"Presents are not funny to open if you're not here."
He sighed. "Well I'm here now, and I've got a present for you. Will you open it?"
I looked at him and nodded.
He fished up a little box from his pocket and handed it to me. "Open it."
It was a necklace. It was a charm in the shape of a heart.
The words 'Remember me' were engraved in a beautiful script
"You can open it," he said and the charm opened with a thud. Inside there was a photo of him giving me piggy-ride.
"Thanks Eddie." I hugged him tightly, sensing I wouldn't see him soon.
"Will you wear it?" he whispered in my ear.
…
My head snapped up and I fumbled to fish up the necklace that was hanging as close to my heart as it could.
His eyes widened and his mouth popped open. "Belly?" he whispered.
I managed to nod as my eyes filled with tears. Before a second had passed I had thrown my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. I inhaled and thought that I never been this happy for years.
"I've missed you, Belly," he whispered in my ear.
I was so happy that I couldn't manage to answer.
He kissed my temple and trailed kissed down my ear to my neck. I felt my heart froze at first, then accelerate.
I snaked my hand in his hair and met his eyes. They were darkened.
Before I could even register I felt his lips against mine. I was so shocked that I didn't respond at first but it didn't take long before I kissed him back.
Suddenly, he pulled away. "Shit, I'm sorry. It's nice to see you, Bella."
Before he ran down the stairs I grabbed his wrist and pulled him back onto my mouth.
We stumbled into my apartment, lips locked.
My hand wound up in his hair and my legs around his waist. I could feel him, and since I wore a summer-dress and a thong I'm pretty sure he felt me too.
Luckily, my room was the one straight forward; because that was the way we went.
He threw me at the bed and hovered over me as his hand ghosted up my thigh. My breath and heart accelerated as he got close to my core.
I undid his shirt-buttons and threw it on the floor.
He found the zipper and it echoed as he unzipped my dress and threw it on his shirt.
"You look gorgeous, Bella," he whispered and nibbled on my earlobe. "Who knew you would turn out like this?"
My breaths were pants now and I fumbled with his belt. Suddenly he froze.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked worried. I looked at him confused.
"I mean, you're just…I mean…"
I flipped us over so I was straddling him. "Why are you still talking?" I removed his pants and massaged his erection through the fabric of his boxers. I earned a stifled moan and he closed his eyes.
"Bella."
…
I was lying on his chest, his arm was around me. "Why did you stop sending me letters?" I asked him.
He sighed. "I…I just…I couldn't. I just couldn't. I'd seen you grow up, I knew you better than most of the people. You were like a sister to me and I…" he looked away.
I crawled up and kissed him lightly. "You can tell me you know. I'm the same as always, I just know I little more now." I grabbed his jaw, forcing him to look at me. His emerald eyes burned into mine.
"I fell in love with you, Bella," he whispered.
I froze. What?
"And I was so scared to ruin your life, so scared of the consequences if I told you. So I didn't. But then you met this boy…" he shook his head. "I know it's ridiculous, but I couldn't―" he stopped abruptly and his eyes widened. "Bella, what are you doing?"
I smirked and trailed my finger on his vee.
"Here I am, confessing the biggest secret I ever had, and you act like a very naughty girl!"
I giggled.
He growled and flipped us over.
…
"I love you, Edward."
After three years of dating, fighting, arguing, love, sex it was still us. We had fought rumours, whispers, friend's betrayals, parent's approval. But nothing could make us separate. Today was our anniversary and Edward had prepared a picnic in a beautiful meadow. Today I was going to tell him.
"I love you too, Bella, more than my own life." I smiled and caught his lips. My hand wound up in his hair and his caressed my curls gently before he pulled away.
I looked at him surprised.
"I have something to tell you." In a flash of a second the most unthinkable flew through my mind. He wouldn't break up with my on our anniversary, wouldn't he?
Edward just smiled and took a deep breath before he slid down to his knees. My breath hitched and my hand flew up to my mouth.
His beautiful green eyes were glowing and he held the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.
"Isabella Marie Swan, I love you more than anything in this world. You're more precious than all the stars in the sky and than every diamond in this world. I love you, and a lifetime hardly seems enough for me. But I will ask for one thing from you. Will you marry me?"
My tears streamed down my cheeks and thought I was going to combust of all the emotion that was running through my body. "Yes, yes, yes! I will marry you Edward!" I threw my arms around him and kissed him with all I had.
I pulled away eventually and starred into his eyes. "Guess what?"
"What?" he beamed.
"I'm pregnant!" I squealed.
He looked at me in surprise and blinked once. "W―you're pregnant?"
I squealed again and he swung me around while his lips once again found mine.
"Bella baby?" my mom called me. I ran out on my stumbling feet. "This is Edward and he will take care of you while mommy's shopping."
"Hi Edward! You're hair is funny! Come, I wanna show you my paintings!"
That was the first time I saw him. I was three and he was fifteen and had just started high school. He was my neighbour and his mom and my mom were good friends. Soon I was asking him to come over constantly. He was expert on studying the same time he played with me. He was my hero and like the big brother I never had.
I never understood why he wanted to be with me, but he was always there. Even when I got to know Angela, he hung out with us.
Time went by and he graduated.
"Eddie…are you moving away from me?" I pouted.
He took my face in his big hands and half-smiled at me. "I'm sorry, Belly. I will write letters and send you presents."
"Presents are not funny to open if you're not here."
He sighed. "Well I'm here now, and I've got a present for you. Will you open it?"
I looked at him and nodded.
He fished up a little box from his pocket and handed it to me. "Open it."
It was a necklace. It was a charm in the shape of a heart.
The words 'Remember me' were engraved in a beautiful script
"You can open it," he said and the charm opened with a thud. Inside there was a photo of him giving me piggy-ride.
"Thanks Eddie." I hugged him tightly, sensing I wouldn't see him soon.
"Will you wear it?" he whispered in my ear.
…
My head snapped up and I fumbled to fish up the necklace that was hanging as close to my heart as it could.
His eyes widened and his mouth popped open. "Belly?" he whispered.
I managed to nod as my eyes filled with tears. Before a second had passed I had thrown my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. I inhaled and thought that I never been this happy for years.
"I've missed you, Belly," he whispered in my ear.
I was so happy that I couldn't manage to answer.
He kissed my temple and trailed kissed down my ear to my neck. I felt my heart froze at first, then accelerate.
I snaked my hand in his hair and met his eyes. They were darkened.
Before I could even register I felt his lips against mine. I was so shocked that I didn't respond at first but it didn't take long before I kissed him back.
Suddenly, he pulled away. "Shit, I'm sorry. It's nice to see you, Bella."
Before he ran down the stairs I grabbed his wrist and pulled him back onto my mouth.
We stumbled into my apartment, lips locked.
My hand wound up in his hair and my legs around his waist. I could feel him, and since I wore a summer-dress and a thong I'm pretty sure he felt me too.
Luckily, my room was the one straight forward; because that was the way we went.
He threw me at the bed and hovered over me as his hand ghosted up my thigh. My breath and heart accelerated as he got close to my core.
I undid his shirt-buttons and threw it on the floor.
He found the zipper and it echoed as he unzipped my dress and threw it on his shirt.
"You look gorgeous, Bella," he whispered and nibbled on my earlobe. "Who knew you would turn out like this?"
My breaths were pants now and I fumbled with his belt. Suddenly he froze.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked worried. I looked at him confused.
"I mean, you're just…I mean…"
I flipped us over so I was straddling him. "Why are you still talking?" I removed his pants and massaged his erection through the fabric of his boxers. I earned a stifled moan and he closed his eyes.
"Bella."
…
I was lying on his chest, his arm was around me. "Why did you stop sending me letters?" I asked him.
He sighed. "I…I just…I couldn't. I just couldn't. I'd seen you grow up, I knew you better than most of the people. You were like a sister to me and I…" he looked away.
I crawled up and kissed him lightly. "You can tell me you know. I'm the same as always, I just know I little more now." I grabbed his jaw, forcing him to look at me. His emerald eyes burned into mine.
"I fell in love with you, Bella," he whispered.
I froze. What?
"And I was so scared to ruin your life, so scared of the consequences if I told you. So I didn't. But then you met this boy…" he shook his head. "I know it's ridiculous, but I couldn't―" he stopped abruptly and his eyes widened. "Bella, what are you doing?"
I smirked and trailed my finger on his vee.
"Here I am, confessing the biggest secret I ever had, and you act like a very naughty girl!"
I giggled.
He growled and flipped us over.
…
"I love you, Edward."
After three years of dating, fighting, arguing, love, sex it was still us. We had fought rumours, whispers, friend's betrayals, parent's approval. But nothing could make us separate. Today was our anniversary and Edward had prepared a picnic in a beautiful meadow. Today I was going to tell him.
"I love you too, Bella, more than my own life." I smiled and caught his lips. My hand wound up in his hair and his caressed my curls gently before he pulled away.
I looked at him surprised.
"I have something to tell you." In a flash of a second the most unthinkable flew through my mind. He wouldn't break up with my on our anniversary, wouldn't he?
Edward just smiled and took a deep breath before he slid down to his knees. My breath hitched and my hand flew up to my mouth.
His beautiful green eyes were glowing and he held the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.
"Isabella Marie Swan, I love you more than anything in this world. You're more precious than all the stars in the sky and than every diamond in this world. I love you, and a lifetime hardly seems enough for me. But I will ask for one thing from you. Will you marry me?"
My tears streamed down my cheeks and thought I was going to combust of all the emotion that was running through my body. "Yes, yes, yes! I will marry you Edward!" I threw my arms around him and kissed him with all I had.
I pulled away eventually and starred into his eyes. "Guess what?"
"What?" he beamed.
"I'm pregnant!" I squealed.
He looked at me in surprise and blinked once. "W―you're pregnant?"
I squealed again and he swung me around while his lips once again found mine.
Om Helle
Postat i: Om 2010-05-09 @ 15:17:31
Tjaaa, Helle här!
Heter egentligen Helen, men nästan alla kallar mej Helle :)
Är en 15-årig, 158 cm lång, impulsivt kedejpratande flicka från en liten stad i Småland som är beroende av apelsinjuice och twitter.
Jag skriver mycket, speciellt fanfiction, och då är det Twilight som gäller. (några kanske känner igen mej sen innan, jag bloggar på thetwilightsaga.se oxå). Det är även jag som är webdesignaren här. Det har jag hållt på med sen jag startade min första blogg år 2007. Nu skriver jag i en personlig blogg, som dock inte kommer uppdateras jättemycket med tanke på att jag kommer blogga här :)
Från mej kommer ni få se mycket fanfiction, dikter, små texter och lyrics. Oxå väldigt mycket musik och lite skisser då och då. (Dock är det Emie som är den stora konstnären av oss två). Även om jag inte har en bra kamera dyker det då och då upp lite foton och saker.
Hoppas ni gillar det ni ser, och har ni någon fråga så är det bara att kommentera eller mejla genom att klicka på den gula mejlikonen!
Heter egentligen Helen, men nästan alla kallar mej Helle :)
Är en 15-årig, 158 cm lång, impulsivt kedejpratande flicka från en liten stad i Småland som är beroende av apelsinjuice och twitter.
Jag skriver mycket, speciellt fanfiction, och då är det Twilight som gäller. (några kanske känner igen mej sen innan, jag bloggar på thetwilightsaga.se oxå). Det är även jag som är webdesignaren här. Det har jag hållt på med sen jag startade min första blogg år 2007. Nu skriver jag i en personlig blogg, som dock inte kommer uppdateras jättemycket med tanke på att jag kommer blogga här :)
Från mej kommer ni få se mycket fanfiction, dikter, små texter och lyrics. Oxå väldigt mycket musik och lite skisser då och då. (Dock är det Emie som är den stora konstnären av oss två). Även om jag inte har en bra kamera dyker det då och då upp lite foton och saker.
Hoppas ni gillar det ni ser, och har ni någon fråga så är det bara att kommentera eller mejla genom att klicka på den gula mejlikonen!
// Helle